Is there more to you than many people realize?

Do people think they know you well, but have really only seen a small
part of who you really are?

Sure! Just like most people, I imagine.
Sometimes I deliberately keep many things about me to myself.
Often it is due to the existing circumstances ...
(work, for example - or Y!A) and I feel they don't need
(or likely want) to know.
Sometimes there is no interest. (If you can imagine that!?) [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]

Some people deliberately conceal the greater portion
of themselves from others for reasons known only to themselves.
(NOT wanted criminals... just... people.)
IDK... but, regardless,they do it. I do not feel it makes them
more interesting, usually. I don't LIKE! game-players. It's
just annoying. [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]
Also, I dislike having to pry information about the slightest things
from them - or anyone.
And people are entitled to their privacy in an event.

Anyway, yup!
There is a lot more to me than meets the eye.
Or monitor... (?) [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]

Can't tell everything, as some things are private.Now take Jack for instance, he really is a rabbit, [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]

YES.

I deal with a lot of things that were very traumatic to me, one was loosing a wife after a 30 year marriage. Grieving just sucks and works on the body. My second trauma was cancer and I am still dealing with the after effects of radiation and chemo. I tell you, its no fun. I always knew when one looses his health and can't do everything I used to do, I get angry. Some days are just an internal battle of sadness and anger all rolled into one. Lucky for me though is those thoughts soon dissappear and life is good again. I know not like to look back but when I feel a setback in my health I get worried but its usually nothing to worry about. Sometimes I wish I could put myself on the top of a mountain, all alone, to just meditate and pray. To see the world as it is in all its beauty and forget the past all together. To empty my mind of the BS, that swirls around inside me and just breath and relax. I am hoping that soon, I can get to the point where I can swim comfortably again, sit in the sun, and enjoy our ocean. I feel very fortunate to have friends like all of you, who are caring intelligent people in which to talk with, to let it out.

ron you have won 80% of your battle , recognising the problem, talking about it, looking for solutions.
a friend of mine had a bad car accident, lucky to survive and 8 months in hospital,years recovering, but he made it.
part of what helped him was detoxification to rid his body of the drugs that were neccessary at the time,but residues left to long were detrimental to his health.this is not something to buy in health shop and hope for the best, it would need to be done properly with a good health practitioner.if you cant go to a mountain top, can you find a nice quiet spot somewhere in nature ? even focusing on a house plant would help.
i am told that once a body is cleared of toxins the rest of the healing would be quicker and easier .food for thought and maybe some researche ?

Thats what I am working on. Getting rid of all pills in my body. I don't smoke or drink anymore, and yes, I have a spot that overlooks the ocean where I can pray and just relax and clear my mind. I think I am the only one with problems but here comes your story and wow, much worse than mine. I read articles where little kids deal with cancer, and all kinds of diseases but they are tough and a lot of them get through it. I saw a little girl on the news, she was 10, and had breast cancer, OMG, 10 years old. Well, they gavThanks Roxy, Aloha.e her the dreaded chemo but a very special dose for her, had an excellent oncologist and she beat it. I have to remember those things because I am not the only one. My neighbor and I talk as he also lost his wife to cancer, he also had cancer, he's 82 and still going. I have to let go of that negative poison and be positive. I am going to try that, everytime a negative thought comes into my mind I will use a positive to get rid of it.Thanks Roxy, Aloha.